shore up self-worth

How much does it take for others to accept you?

Does it matter if you are unaccepted?

All it takes, is to shore up your self-worth in the face of people who look down on you. It does not matter if I'm unaccepted, neither do I have to try so hard for people to accept me. Perhaps one day, they will understand and see me in a positive light. And perhaps, they will regret it.

It's alright if it takes up to centuries for you to reflect on what you have done. I want you to suffer from the guilt, in return of the pain you have inflicted upon me for your selfishness. I want you to realise what you've done. I want my pain be made known to you. I want you to know how much I hate and love you. I want you to remember that day; I want these unhappy memories to devastate you just like how much you've devastated me. I want you to feel my pain, how debilitating it is, like how paracites sap you dry.

I'm not good at words. Let slience do the talk.

I believe that time will come for everyone to realise what they've done in the past. I'd love to see you in pain. The hurt. The pain. The sorrow. The tears. The isolation. I love it.

What have I done wrong? Why do I have to go through much pain? Why?

Time may heal all wounds, but scars can for a lifetime. We all carry the baggage of our past with us into the present and future.