New blog

It has been a long time ever since I've last penned down my thoughts on friendster's blog. After days of consideration, I've decided to shift my blog to this remote, desolated area, where nobody is gonna read into my deep thoughts. I want isolation. Yes, I'm sorry I love solitude. I just can't help having some privacy for myself.

I feel the urge to release the maelstrom of emotions deep within me by detaching myself from reality. I've tried in pains to put up a facade to deceive everyone around me - that I'm strong. Is it wise show the multifarious and variegated masks you have? Or should you be true to everyone and yourself?

It is an inconceivable fact that "masks" have played an imperative role in my life; to be popular, to be a clown or joker who can't stop making a fool of himself, laughing at a high-pitched tone randomly during lessons to attract attention, and even resorted to derogatory remarks to defame people sometimes. Yes, I may have created laughter and joy, but this isn't me. Not at all. I'm merely a soul-less puppet looking for someone to impart life into me.

Once in a while, I wonder, who am I?